.. But I don’t know what I feel. I buried my deepest feelings and this is not the moment to dig them up. I.. I feel nothing some days. I am neither happy or sad, I live without being alive. Maybe that is sad.. Don’t you understand Marcello?! I am angry and tired, I am arrogant and cold. I am sweet and passionate. But these people! These people, Marcello! I cannot relate. This is why I manipulate them. You have to understand! You cannot trust people, they will betray you. They are weak Marcello! Do you hear me; weak!
Rules? PISS ON YOUR FUCKING RULES!
Ken Kesey, One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest